Late Winter These not-much days, late winter you hope, when the air breathes like a spring morning until a few steps later it’s freezing, north wind chapping nose and lips as you walk, sidestepping and slipping on iced-over snow, some days a sleety splash from passing drivers, who are warm, and already elsewhere. The next day a few inches of falling snow, not quite the reassuring blanket it was in December, but better than the grimy infiltrates now coating the town, sticky ice chunks plow-hurled and remaining. Better the frosted clean veneer, even winter-white and unceasing. Spring is slow here. You shiver as you write, although the woodstove has been trundling since noon. Drinking tea like a chain smoker, a scarf coiled three times around your neck, roaming the house, accumulated hours watching at windows the wire-legged birds puffed to stay alive. Juncos and sparrows settled in snow close to the house, below pinched hollies and hydrangeas, sheltered and waiting, watching. And you, you’re also waiting, as you know, for longer days and easeful air, watching for that prefiguring green mist, ordinary sidewalks, weeks when you’ll be forgetting scarves and steamy tea, the consequential world gazed through cold glass, the rarity of bitter walks leading home at last, these not-much days, the way time slips and melts away. © M Wms. Feb 2022
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